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Waking up to silence
can’t recall your face
I swear your voice still haunts me
“you’ve changed,
I’ve grown”
late nights broken homes
hell what do we know
when the rain drenches us
then we’ll grow
and I, I don’t care
I don’t need more information
i’m in love with my conception
of how everything destroys me
i don’t need your help
i don’t need no presentations
hell your home, death my bedroom
set me on fire with your questions
"do you want to die?
did you really say goodbye?”
it all adds to nothing
we’re back to square one
if i could i’d tell you
how to drown
how to fly
are you feeling happy?
was it worth the flight?
are you feeling joy?
was it worth the sacrifice?
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2. |
IWAF - Tossing & Turning
01:35
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I don't feel like having fun
not today, not with my friends
I will walk until I'm tired
and then look up to the sky
and I see nothing but tiresome
dots in the dark, your shadow vexes
smothers and tortures me
there's no room for stars
You'll believe in what you read
so you don't have to think
let's admit once and for all that
you, are you, when you're
without me
It's so cool to feel alone
when you're not on your own
toss and turn, you're sore, you're burnt
and there's no way that you are happy
And my goals are honestly
strangers that will never meet
leaving home to find your house
tho I love my comfort zone
make it count honey
you only have one chance
to smother and torture me
leave and forge new thick scars
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Sunday night
I'm afraid to live my life
I realize
you won't see me tomorrow
Anxiety takes over me
and there is no place for me here
it's all just tears and sorrow
I hate when you make me say
I'm okay (I'm not okay)
you'll look at your phone and say
"see you then"
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IWAF - Untold
02:11
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I don't care whatever happens
I'll be dead and you'll be gone
it's okay it's how we work now
with no work at all
I don't care it's not my problem
everything's untold
and I'll try to bite my tongue
when my brain wants to shout
I, get, everything for free with you
time buys everything I want
We could've had it all
you were a free bird and
I was singing in my head
And who cares anymore
everything destroys itself
to come back once again
They don't seem to understand me
I don't think it's hard to do
maybe they're not interested
maybe they don't care
But if you're willing to listen
I will say enough
leave me alone I'm moving on
I'm moving on right now you see?
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IWAF - Flower Dress
03:04
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I find relief in your dress
the patterns of flowers
they’ll go out of style one day
but you can say that you were the first one to wear them
and if they don’t fall for it I will
cause there’s always something else inside your mind
and mine is always empty or leaking
We could forget about our friends
they’ll lecture us about how we can’t leave them behind
and somewhere a couple is breaking up,
a marriage is failing, but its not us
no, its not us
Who’s there? Not me, my anxiety
could tear apart your letters
in a desperate way to run away and
Hold on, don’t go, I don’t wanna be alone or with another
cause earth with you is more like heaven
And you have this handsome friend
who plays tennis and speaks french
he’s the best you’d ever seen
he’s the best I’d ever seen too
trying to remember all this relationship tips on jealousy
it doesn’t look sexy on me so I fight him in my head
and I always lose
I don’t care if we are falling
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IWIKWYDLS - Fake A Smile
02:42
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I will put up a fight, if you ask me to fight
but don't ask me to fight, cause I don't wanna fight
I will make up ten lies if you ask me to lie
but don't ask me to lie, cause I don't wanna hurt
And I, I am the one who won't stop this mess
I won't say please forgive me, but forgive me
I, I don't wanna run, I wanna sit down
cause I'm already tired and I just woke up
and I will go against my grain if you ask me to run
cause this map has no sense, this compass has gone nuts
And I, I am the one who won't stop this mess
I won't say please forgive me, but forgive me
And you, you are the one who's supposed to be
out of my head and my dreams
There's no need for answers
Lies beneath your mattress
Everybody needs their little space
People try to look good
Black and white new pictures
And these streetlights that are killing you
But one day when I look back
When everything's distorted
I won't even remember being here
Time will change what we know
And next day that I see you
We'll both try to fake a smile
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Crystal, where are you, I've been looking for a year
And now, I'm on the moon, out of gas and oxygen
Will you come and save me?
Will anyone come and save me?
Crystal, I don't want, to be left out in space
All the way up here, it wasn't worth it after all
Will you come and save me?
Or will you charm me again and say
"I know things can suck
It's such shit we'll gotta deal with it somehow
And I let you know, that if I outlive you
That would kill me too"
And I never worry
And you're never sorry
I know things can suck
It's such shit we'll gotta deal with it somehow
And I let you know, that if I outlive you
That would kill me too
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I don't need your poison in my drink
I don't like your friends and never will
But if you say I'm sorry, I will take your hand
Because I know, I'm like that, and you're my love
I just hate how you are with all my heart
But you have something that makes me stupid
And I can't stop
You may think you know me, but you don't have a clue
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I don't cry to poetry
I like fake melancholy
I just like the way it looks on me
Narcissistic to the bone
But don't kick me out of your home
Let me enjoy a little more of this artificial love
And in summer I will say
Picture me with other girls
Please let me know that it hurts like hell
If you're sad I won't come by
But you'll have me at goodbye
And on my tomb they will write "fuck this poor excuse for a guy"
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IWIKWYDLS - We'll Fade
03:38
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Hold me close, don't let go
Cause this is thin, it won't last long and
It's not your fault, it's how I am: A mess
And like the stars we'll shine on
Until the sun comes along, and then we'll fade
It's not a surprise no, at all
And I'm so tired of being my perfect enemy
I break everything that comes too close to me
They're not the problem, why am I happy?
Help, help, I'm so confused now
I find it strange how emotions
Take control, leave me unconscious
But I can breathe, my heart still beats, so it's ok
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IWIKWYDLS - Movie Night
04:12
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Catch Me If You Can or if you want to try
Or we could just Drive into Mulholland Drive
let's play Funny Games right inside your bed
I'll be Patrick Bateman, you my Blair witch
Because you're Akira's climax
And I'm the first hour of Hostel
If you're down for a movie night with me
Because reality sinks me deeper
And I want to avoid it with zombies and thrillers
If you're down for a stupid time for free
and we play like Oldboys when we are just Kids
I feel like poor Bleeker, it's a hit or miss
Like the Birds I bother and I'm completely sure
that you are better than Her
if you Saw what I Saw you would be scared.
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Hey there
You are the one and only perfect match
For this disordered stupid body of mine
I know you're out there, somewhere
I guess,
We won't meet until we are prepared
So in the meantime I'll distract myself
With life and thoughts of everyone I know
You'll be
A golden soul mate according to my plan
But, you can improve it if you feel like it
is not as sweet as you
We'll have
Our little fights and our big weekends out
And, we'll pass the time with stupid movies and
lies that we told, before we met
I'll be here, looking for you
I can wait, but I don't know how long
It'll take for you to find me
I won't give up, I can't give up on
You and me, our love to come and
When its late, I start to wonder
How you'll kiss, and I'm so angry cause
I can't feel you, I don't feel you
And after all this time of disappointments
I've lost the faith in me, and I'm so fucking sick
Yes I'm so sick of lies, unrequited love and cries
I can just believe in you.
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