if i got smaller grew wings and flew away for good

by Bedbug

  • ZT041 ~ Limited Edition Cassette
    Cassette + Digital Album

    Cassettes are available in limited edition of 70 copies and will be shipped from Slovakia.

    Each purchase will include traditional Slovakian sweets, Z Tapes sticker, thank you note and the brand new tape!

    Includes unlimited streaming of if i got smaller grew wings and flew away for good via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

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  • ZT041 ~ Limited Edition 12" Lathe Cut Record
    Record/Vinyl + Digital Album

    PRE-ORDER! Shipping in January.

    Records will be available in limited edition of 25 copies of 12" lathe cuts in black color and will be shipped from Slovakia.

    Package will include traditional Slovakian sweets, special 35mm photos from Slovakia, Z Tapes stickers, thank you note and the brand new record!

    Includes unlimited streaming of if i got smaller grew wings and flew away for good via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.

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Bedbug is Dylan from Boston, MA

all music by bedbug
thx to micah for mastering while i watched
thx to owen and louis and julia who are all in this on skunkbears + more
thx to nora for support and feedback
thx to ztapes for putting on tape

~ Dylan


ZT041 ~ Z Tapes Records ~ 2016


released October 3, 2016


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Track Name: i recorded this last night when u were sleeping <3
-you were under the covers of my bed and i was in the middle of the room-
Track Name: boy songs // love songs <3
i just wanted my whole life to be a collection of full circles sentimental circles
instead if eel sick fuzzy in my headspace had the same song stuck in my head for a couple of day s

i dont wanna write boy songs
or love songs
i just wanna write about being young
or the rain falls and hits the ground in a stutter but the sunshines now
its time to write these feelings down

stopped by your house last night i guess i missed you its ben a few days , it was worth a try tho, see u around
Track Name: how to live a happy life <3
1. start a checking account and save money
2 . buy a house invest in stocks
3. don’t spend it all in one place
4. be a good kid don’t get into trouble
5. its okay to be angry as long as u can keep it bottled
6. speak up at birds in the street and watch as they fly away
7. wish that u could do the same
Track Name: skunkbears <3
maybe ill live in a basement maybe ill call you maybe ill be ‘call waiting’ and i won’t notice anything so please turn to me sometimes and scream so i know its all still real, remember when we were driving and you thought you saw a wolverine or at least the same kinda thing

and i laughed at you skunk bears don’t live here anymore perhaps it was just a raccoon? they steal tasty treats from the street as food to eat they love it.

i can list the things i care about like showing people songs or just knowing all the words and singing along
and love feels like jellybeans my hearts filled up with little bears made of candy concrete
Track Name: prairie creek redwoods state park, ca <3
the morning was lovely but i slept right through it
thought a little bout you hows philly doing
i think that i slept well i dreamt i was leaving
to somewhere brand new with lots of insects

i like to think that in 20 years i
will still be a child and full of flowers
i think dying is silly i won’t do it
but i think if i could be born a girl i would do it
Track Name: i looked outside, it was hailing cactus needles <3
Life's kinder as a child when you choose to live like dogs do
I'll start talking to some hundreds then get scared when they respond to me
And I had a lot of friends out in westchester county New York but it's okay now I've only kept a few with me
And I've fallen apart lately but I think I'll get a hold of it
I didn't say that in the interview I said yeah I've got a hold of it
And then I turned into a beetle and flew into the restroom
Scurried a bit further it was snowing out the window
It was the prettiest of snowstorms reminded me of lovesongs
I sang them to my girlfriend I'm glad I get to love her
And I'm not a western kid but damn do deserts still make me feel warm
Last time I saw my dentist I said I met you in the Moma
He guessed that I was lying and said my teeth were crooked
So i sat there in his chair and pretended that I flossed more

And I promised to myself that this project would be different
I'd keep emotions separate sing quiet and keep my distance
But I think this songs about me and think that makes it selfish
And I haven't really done this since I was fairweather currents
I guess that what I'm saying is that sometimes I just need this

Well sit around a fire and sing songs from the 90s
Nobody was touching but I think someone was crying
Even though it wasn't me I can promise they were happy
Track Name: milkbeans <3
do i feel busy or crowded or just plain wrong
dylan do you just like dropping your name in songs for what, fun?
i got
twocans and limabeans
three cans and milky beans

lifes real hard sometimes and its real hard to try
seasons die i met her online who the fuckami

I’ve got a lot to feel and do
but not much else to say oooh

if i lived in the trees you know this isn’t what i’d be thinking about

I’ve got one whole life of wasted time writing songs
do i feel busy bodied or just feel crowded or just plain wrong
its a coping skill but what if i wasn’t actually right all along
Track Name: animal crossing diary entries <3
-good things come to an end- noname
Track Name: songs about ghosts <3
i watched a movie for half an hour
i got bored so i didn’t finish
if u come over
we’ll make snowflakes with plates

im 25 and I’m still pretty
I’m feeling weird but not to crowded
im in limbo
im stuck in a weirdo party

trees decay but i like the smell
never learned english real well
but i didn’t either
learn any others i guess

carry me all night I’m tired
say ill be alright, ill make it
i don’t wanna
sit around and freeze

heard some songs bout ghosts to show you
i don’t think that it will haunt you
ill say sorry
in advanced if it does
Track Name: i saw us both looking out to space <3
gotta stop listening to that line
or the feeling will wear off
cause every time i hear i want my heart to stop
im not sad im SentimentalBeautifulNostalgic
last night i was
i got
earrings on my lips
but one tore off
how that hole bled

i think
im starting to hate these songs
as i write them

but i
can always just write more
Track Name: forgetting what its like to feel bad <3
If i had sleep it didn’t show
nail polish chipped
are u still home?
do you still live in my playground? you still got matchbox cars for eyes?
do you still pay to laugh at freaks well point and laugh and look at me
are you still going to college? feels like everyones too tired these days are numbered

suddenly ur twelve again

heres a dollar i hope u need it i hope u use it i hope you miss me
quick to love you didn’t scare me think it scared you but now u love me
and i can’t breathe when i sing this remember those times i stopped breathing
nervous train wreck i stopped eating i hope need me hope you miss me
Track Name: leaving town, moving to a national park <3
i don’t think I’ve ever seen scorpio in the sky
that tree don’t belong there thats why i lost that game of i spy
but Im 19 and Im still shy
and I’m feeling busy and this citys
got its share of malcontents they’ll flush some spiders and kick flip the mayors car

I’m too young for that anyways
i can’t count the way i felt today

i don’t think I’ve ever been to anything on ice
you’ve got a lot on your plate, its okay its alright
but I’m 25 and I’m still pretty
and i love that line because I’m actually pretty
like frogs and toads dancing in the mud or like a hundred cicadas singing at once

I’m too young for that anywys
everyones just tryna skip town these days

I’m too young for that anywys
everyones just tryna skip town these days

and I’m too old for this i think
i can’t count the way i felt today

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